Oh mother dear you don’t know the half of it. Drinking champagne in the back of a transit, while my body’s getting busy, I choked him good with a million different chemicals under the hood. We wasted every day playing fools and playing guitar. Video camera, yeah it saved it all. Now I daren’t even watch it because I get so scared that I’ll spend my whole life wishing I was young again. And I miss the rain from yesterday. Hell, I miss the rain from every day. I guess as soon as anything seems to gather some age it just seems like I want to be there again.
And I’m falling forward as the days fall back. Lost is the love, now just panic attacks. Drinking, keeping busy, keeping dizzy and that. Yeah I fell forward as it all fell back. Fuel tanks blown, taking kicks to the teeth. Concrete kissing and maybe I’ll fall underneath. There’s no stopping now so lets kick it to full speed, drinking all the flies that land in my drinks. Spitting ink at a page has lost its edge. The dictionary’s never made less sense. Maybe I’ll give up my writing but it won’t die in vain. These days I just struggle to get it to heal the pain.
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from Stuck in the God Damn Limbo,
released June 12, 2008
Words, Music, Production and Artwork by Robin Fisher
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